So I went to visit my babies last night and got to hold both of them. Keira was doing so much better, she hadnt had an apnea episode since 7:30 am yesterday. She was stable enough for me to hold her and she was crying (a good thing) and her color was much better. Plus she was alert and looking around. She did lose a bit of weight but not enough to be a concern.
Conor was so cute last night. I held him for an hour and he was awake almost the whole time. He just loves to look around and stare at whoever is holding him. His feeding is going very well and he continues to gain weight. I did take my camera to take pics of them (havnt taken any for a few days) but couldnt take pics and hold them at the same time! Will have to wait till tomorrow. I have posted a couple of pics of them w/ this post but they arent new pics. 
< Conor
I am not going today as I feel a bit under the weather and dont want to risk getting my babies sick.
< Keria
I got the call from the funeral home and Cadence’s ashes are ready to be picked up. I so wish that she was here with us. I miss her so much. Shaun and I will soon be having our own little private memorial service for her, probably at the beach. I know that I did everything I could to keep her here with us but that doesnt seem to lessen the pain of losing her any. God bless my little Cadence.
July 3, 2008 at 1:08 am
No parent should go through the pain of losing a child. I pray you will continue to feel God’s loving arms around you as well as the rest of your extended family. I pray that you don’t feel lonely through this time and that you and Shaun grow closer to each other and the Lord ever day as you mourn the loss and rejoice in the birth of your other two child.
July 3, 2008 at 2:35 pm
I just found your blog and found reading it so emotional. What a roller coaster ride you have been on. Roller coaster is how we have looked at our past few years with all of this. Reading the blog about the babies coming made me cry. They are just so special!! It’s got to be so hard to leave your babies at the hospital but aren’t we glad we live in this day and age!! It keeps me sane to know that there are people who know what they are doing that can help with these tiny little ones. I think about you all everyday and send a little prayer out there. God Bless!!